Now she my Miss America, now can I be her soldier, please?

 

My soldier can drive me across the United States. I am capable of assisting but if I rather not drive, I don't have to. I don't have to think or be responsible out and about in the world as long as Mike is by my side. 

In an entirely non sexualized way, I call Mike, "Daddy." I am Momma. The name Mike is over used and has no meaning or power emiting from my mouth. But Daddy can fix everything and solve all of the problems while having my best interest prioritized in all considerations. It is a blessing not many devoted women get to experience from the men they hand their lives over to. The best decisions I ever made was to spend the rest of my life with my husband.

I have often been in a position where I hold the financial power in the relationship dynamics. I have been the one maintaining a higher income and I have often been resentful of that. I want to be small and feminine. I want my responsibilities to take precedence over the household, familiar and martial concerns. I want to maintain cleanliness and order and enforce educational and disciplinary concerns in my household. 

Mike is the soldier with the ability to tolerate the chaos that I end up creating in all matters. I choose the difficult routes that provide with the most opportunities to learn as many lessons as we can in this life time. Certainly any other lifetimes we spend together will be spent more feral without having to consider the upbringing of children or having concern for other living beings that I allow to imprint upon our hearts. I hope for the opportunity to give my undivided attention to this man that loves me unconditionally. Getting married to Michael Teope was the most intelligent decision I could have ever made. 

He drove our family across the United States and I should not be frightened at his ability to get us anywhere our hearts desire leads us to.